You know that when you start agreeing with Len (partially) that things can't be right (sorry len, had to say it).
As Linz said, I'm not calling for anyone's head, I just want some changes and I want to know how a seemingly good set up, is so full of holes and mistakes.
Last night I was livid, not particularly with defeat, we win more than we lose. But it was the nature of the defeat coming after we'd had a positive day on Monday, only to be kicked again later with the Kyle recall clause fiasco.
So whats changed? I remember a few months ago fiercely defending Blackie agains the likes of Micalijo, Ollesendro and Fiery. And generally still hold the view that Blackie was and is the right man. The problem is, we had excuses before, now we don't. We've allowed a transfer window to go by and we were promised spending, yet we've ended up with loans and the other loans being turned into Permanents.
Everything is short term, everything is planned for a season or two, there's no 5 year plan, theres random talk of promotion, but theres no ballsy push.
So do I want promotion at any expense? No, I want us to be sensible. I want us to show ambition to get permanent players in for 2-3 years not months.
As Season ticket holders we show our faith and support for a full season, if there were 5 year or 10 year season tickets available and we could afford them we'd no doubt buy them.
I just want the club to at least show the ambition to stick to its statements and allow me to see a vision beyond the end of May 2010.
And the odd thing is, if the club showed that to us, I think we'd get more fans going to games even if the football was shite.
Personally I won't be able to get to the lane until the end of feb as i'm still recovering from an op, but its now more than ever that I want to show my support for the club