Oh dear, it's like reading the agonised 'no one understands me' pleadings of a self-harmer (and I don't say that lightly).
I really do enjoy your quasi-philosophical comments about my pointlessness, and as for replying to other poster's comments? What I did say was that I enjoyed reading them, surely you can tell the difference?
Ingrained vendetta? Think you're taking this a little too seriously and personally Popeye....which might be a good point to bring this to an end, unless, of course, you just have to have the last word. UTB