Division 4? Been there before mate, but this time it's different. The game's morally corrupt now, it's all about the money. The fans are nowt but a bunch of twats for daring to expect better, the players have no connection to the club bar from their pay packets, and the aspiration is what? To get to the Premier league? Fuck me, how sad. Not that it's going to matter to us for a good few years but watching MOTD and seeing the diving and cheating that goes on there makes me wonder why we bother anyway.
That paragraph could have been written by me because it echoes how I feel about the current game.
I won't be going if we're in League 2 next season. I'm not going now because of my views on the game as it is today, and I can't see that changing in the next 12 months.
I have never been so detatched from footballers in all my years of watching it.
I have been watching the Blades since 1981 so I know what shit quality football is! That's not the issue. I cannot justify sitting there week in, week out when my heart's not in it anymore.
We played Carlisle the season before last and coming out of the ground I asked my Brother "What, as a football club are we trying to achieve here? What would we consider to be a successful outcome to this season?"
He answered "Promotion"
I said "And as a supporter should I not be willing them to succeed?"
He said "yes"
I said "Well, I don't. I have no interest in watching my Football club who I have supported all my life involved in the Championship or Premiership where the type of behaviour we have seen displayed by their No.14 today is rife. If this is happening this low down the league then the game is fucked." (Carlisle No. 14 was a perma-tanned, quiff-donning, luminous boot wearing, tattoo- riddled wanker who back-flipped and rolled over every time one of our players even looked at him). "I'm sorry, I just can't go anymore". I've not renewed.
It is heart-breaking because I have spent most of my life as a fanatical Blade supporter and loved the highs and the lows but like someone who has fallen out of love with their childhood sweetheart we are living separately at the minute.
I hope it's only a trial separation but something drastic is going to have to happen within the game to make me change my mind.
I'm still a Blade, and like that childhood sweetheart I still take an interest in their welfare so I can't stop myself from checking how they're going on etc. and would love them to succeed. However, the main reason I want them to succeed is because of you guys, the fans, it obviously still means a lot to a lot of people and I'd love them to experience that buzz.