I didn't see the Southend game. I was lucky I suppose. I saw all the others though in that winless run. I thought we were by far the best team at Bolton on the opening day of the season and liked what I'd seen. I thought we hadn't quite clicked in the other games but most of them could really have gone either way. I didn't think we were getting it down and passing it well enough and keeping the ball. I was pleased when we brought Coutts back in because, whatever else some folks thought of him, I thought he was a neat footballer who could pass the ball and knit things together. As soon as he came into the side we looked altogether better - that to me was a big turning point in the season - getting a settled midfield including Coutts, Fleck and Duffy. (I'd add also the signing of a more reliable goalkeeper).
What did I think after the Southend game?....nothing much really. "Bad start" obviously in terms of results, but I didn't think the performances were all that bad from what I'd seen. I just felt we needed to make a few changes and give them chance to gel together. I know some of you were questioning Wilder after just 2 games, never mind 4 or 5! If I had the time to I'm sure I could go back through this site and find several posts on here about this. There was one I remember after 2 games saying that "the job is too big for Wilder". I mean really...these people are not just pessimists but they are cancerous to the club. It's attitudes like that which destroy confidence and undermine everything the club tries to do. Thank God they weren't proved right. But, they'll be back again next season the first time we lose a couple of games. My advice: watch out for them - and totally ignore them. For some reason they have this gloomy outlook on life and there's only one thing more infectious than enthusiasm - and that's a lack of it.
If you don't quite go along with that assessment - then at least, if you've been watching football for any length of time - even just one or two seasons - you will know that you cannot possibly form any accurate judgement after just 4 or 5 games. Impossible.
So if someone had said to me after the Southend game that we'd be where we are now - I'd be willing to believe it. I actually said we'd get promoted automatically this season and predicted we'd finish in 2nd spot.
Mind you, I've said we'd get promoted every season now for the past 5 years - it's called being an optimist - but now it's called being a realist as well.