Feeling fed up today. But yesterday, I felt calm throughout, I guess I must've thought we'd do it, despite saying beforehand that I couldn't call it.
The feeling at the end is familiar, we've been here a million times before but this time I was left feeling bemused, shell shocked. What just happened?
Go on, help it make sense.
First half, we looked comfortable, assured, settled at the back and creating a few chances. Their lot looked frustrated, limited and we'd silenced their fans.
1. Was it the psychological impact of the second goal being ruled out? Suddenly a 1-0 lead feels weaker, despite being a fantastic position to be in, and a comfortable performance to that point? Does it buoy their lot?
2. Was it injuries that shafted us? Losing your talisman and suddenly your system has to change. You don't have someone wanting to dictate the game. The rest are a good supporting cast, but they aren't the ones looking to make something happen.
3. Was it the lack of a Plan B? Our bench couldn't have looked much stronger, but we looked like we didn't know how to set up, when the subs came on?
4. Was it a lack of like-for-like replacements, to stick to the same game plan? We are mid-rebuild after all and it's very easy to lose sight of that, given how well we've done.
5. Was it Robbo getting wrong footed by their forward for the first? Bringing their fans back into it?
6. Was it injuries that shafted us again? Anel being off the pitch, leaving a hole in the side, conceding whilst temporarily down to 10 men. Yes, the Moore pass really, really didn't help us.
All/some of the above? Owt else? Make it make sense. Because there's no chance I'm chuffing watching it back. And no, I'm not interested in empty, throw away comments like "Wilder bottled it. He'll be out thru the back door". Give me something more substantial than that, based on what we saw. No snidy comments.
UTB, as ever.