Up until last night I had thought that I was resigned to going down and wasn't really bothered about it but, after throwning away our 2 goal lead, I felt almost as bad as I did on the journey back from Wembley after losing to Burnley. I was still in a bad mood when I woke up this morning and am already getting wound up about Saturday's match - I only hope that the players are feeling the same. I wasn't even there last night (my last trip to Scunny was the midweek one all draw in the 4th division), so why it bothered me so much I don't know but it's good to discover that I still care after all!