I think a lot of people are in the same boat mate, me included.
TBH it's not just the money, I'm getting more disillusioned with every player leaving. I was pissed off with Beattie leaving, but it was understandable in that he was on Premier League wages (so we are told) and we'd lost the parachute payments.
But it seems we've now started selling anyone half decent who we can raise a fee for. When you're selling players aged 17,19,21,23 it spells trouble as far as I'm concerned. Especially when you're replacing them with 32 year old has-beens and loanees.
And quite frankly, I'm sick of the bullshit now. At least when Fjortoft, Deane, Saunders, etc were sold we weren't fed a load of bollocks. McCabe had a dream: Robson/passing football/being the next Manure. Since the fans didn't share that vision he's looked for an exit strategy and fucked us over (again and again) in the process. The thing that galls me most is that he does it with a smile on his face and feeds us a load of bullshit about the future.
Sure, he's achivied more than Mike Mcdonald (etc) ever did. But he built on the back of Warnock (appointing him was the best thing he ever did). He's becoming a liability now.