Interesting question Gav...Heres my comments:
If you feel the need to question your actions, it probably shows that you're already ashamed. I'm sure theres some psycho-analitical explaination for your decision to post the question on here, but I don't know about all that stuff
Secondly, whilst its still not impossible that we'll stay up, your actions seem to suggest that you have given up on United this season, if others who are the same are also questionning the players committment, then it would also be slightly hypocritical.
Its a shame really as I think there will be many in the same boat as you, but like rats from a sinking ship, the support is deserting the team the lower we slip. This is at a time when we need our fans more than ever.
That said, the support for the team at Scunny was apparently 1/3 of the attendance, so there's a glimmer of hope, I wonder how the support will be on Saturday. I wonder how the fans will react to what they see on the pitch.